Past Broken Heart Thoughts
This is how random my mind is: I take certain lyrics from songs and go with my feelings...here is how one could feel about Heart Break...
"Thank God for granting me this moment of clarity"
Have I overdosed?
Not on pills but on my OWN feelings
Possibly...why? Because I thought I was the FAVORITE GIRL, Nah...(reality sets in) But have you ever: Liked someone too much too fast?
continously gave yourself to others to get nothing in return?
have you ever fell in love with someone to find out they never loved you anyway?
Have you ever: been the only one of your friends who has neve been treated well by a MAN?
Well I have...its like moving mountains trying, hoping, praying the next wont do you like the rest
Is it a gift or a curse that I am something like a RENEGADE:
"Never been afraid to say whats on my mind at even given time of day"
How do you stop yourself from falling? Dont Know
How does one act like nothing matters? Not Sure
Should the one with the biggest heart become HEARTLESS?
NOW WHAT? Do I treat the next man how the previous men have treated me?
What does that fix? Absolutely Nothing
I said it once before and I will say it again...I feel like Superwoman
Whats my Kryptonite? The yearning and wanting to be LOVED
Why cant I just give up on love? F*CK it!!! What has it done for me? NOTHING
WHY do I always end up as just the "good friend'? "Yo she is the homie"
One once said I was the homie turned hunnie, the lady of the hour...NOT I was JUST the homie and thats fine
BUT...."Tell me will I ever fall in Love OR will I be alone forever?"
Pretty much I need to either put it with it ot let it go
Why is my heart so BIG? So forgiving
Sometimes it feels like I need to check into Rehab
But am I my OWN disease?
Do I cause these problems myself? Probably
All I really want is for someone to understand me...
"Before you can read me you got to learn how to see me..."
WHATEVER I just wish for one day I could get LOVE off of my mind
It would be nice...
So now you dont know me like Alicia Keys
I hope SHE treats YOU right...
Why not be with the one you love?
Do fairytales come TRUE??
Mirror Mirror on the wall: Tell me is someone gonna love me or am I living a DREAM??
Business of Misery
Its amazing how a smile, a lie, and an "Im Fine" can hide so much pain...but sometimes I wish someone, anyone would look into my eyes and tell me no YOU'RE not fine....
"One thing I dont know why it doesnt even matter how hard you try keep that in mind....In the end it doesnt even matter...I tried so hard and got so far to lose it all..."
The End
"Thank God for granting me this moment of clarity"
Have I overdosed?
Not on pills but on my OWN feelings
Possibly...why? Because I thought I was the FAVORITE GIRL, Nah...(reality sets in) But have you ever: Liked someone too much too fast?
continously gave yourself to others to get nothing in return?
have you ever fell in love with someone to find out they never loved you anyway?
Have you ever: been the only one of your friends who has neve been treated well by a MAN?
Well I have...its like moving mountains trying, hoping, praying the next wont do you like the rest
Is it a gift or a curse that I am something like a RENEGADE:
"Never been afraid to say whats on my mind at even given time of day"
How do you stop yourself from falling? Dont Know
How does one act like nothing matters? Not Sure
Should the one with the biggest heart become HEARTLESS?
NOW WHAT? Do I treat the next man how the previous men have treated me?
What does that fix? Absolutely Nothing
I said it once before and I will say it again...I feel like Superwoman
Whats my Kryptonite? The yearning and wanting to be LOVED
Why cant I just give up on love? F*CK it!!! What has it done for me? NOTHING
WHY do I always end up as just the "good friend'? "Yo she is the homie"
One once said I was the homie turned hunnie, the lady of the hour...NOT I was JUST the homie and thats fine
BUT...."Tell me will I ever fall in Love OR will I be alone forever?"
Pretty much I need to either put it with it ot let it go
Why is my heart so BIG? So forgiving
Sometimes it feels like I need to check into Rehab
But am I my OWN disease?
Do I cause these problems myself? Probably
All I really want is for someone to understand me...
"Before you can read me you got to learn how to see me..."
WHATEVER I just wish for one day I could get LOVE off of my mind
It would be nice...
So now you dont know me like Alicia Keys
I hope SHE treats YOU right...
Why not be with the one you love?
Do fairytales come TRUE??
Mirror Mirror on the wall: Tell me is someone gonna love me or am I living a DREAM??
Business of Misery
Its amazing how a smile, a lie, and an "Im Fine" can hide so much pain...but sometimes I wish someone, anyone would look into my eyes and tell me no YOU'RE not fine....
"One thing I dont know why it doesnt even matter how hard you try keep that in mind....In the end it doesnt even matter...I tried so hard and got so far to lose it all..."
The End
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