Life Of No Ordinary Rose...

Everyday should be a day that you enjoy Think about it...it is a day that you did NOT have to be woken up to see Everyday is a blessing and should be lived to the fullest Things could always be worse then what they are remember that I am trying to think of all the GOOD things from now on because they are what keep me going The negative only holds me back from true happiness I have to separate myself from the negative to ensure the positive thoughts that keep coming In my case alot of the negative comes from family but that is OK because I love them still Some people may not see the talent they possess but everyone has something they are good at Use that to your advantage and make everyday worth living and appreciate that God woke you up I am a firm believer that they good I put out will return to me tenfold and I have faith in God enough to know that it is true. Just my "TidBit" for the day :) Be Blessed and Love someone.....

Me and my ladies....got to have some ladies nights:)

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Just a few quotes that I enjoy some from books I read and others inspirational... "Faith is taking the first step even when you dont see the whole staircase." -MLK "Let no man pull you low enough to hate him." -MLK "Our live begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter." -MLK "We must learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools." -MLK "The fact is, sometimes is hard to walk in a single woman's shoes. Thats why we need really special ones now and then to make the walk a little more fun." -Jenny Bicks (Sex and the City, Woman's Right to Shoes 2003) "...eating a grape Popsicle that tastes kind of like frozen lamb chops. There was no expiration date on the wrapper. Frozen water with imitation flavoring and colors never go bad, but they do start to absorb their surroundings-just like the rest of us." -Jill A Davis (Ask Again Later) "Lost people just want a way out; they'll follo

My old Freshman Squad hitting their Lib for the first time :) Go TIGERS!!!!! Pics of the new 10-11 Squad soon

Practice Avila University before we went to UCA Nationals and placed 4th in the Nation in Jan. 2010

This is a major part of my life...cheerleading went from a hobby in high school to a scholarship in college to a job that I truly enjoy even when the girls upset me. This is my 3rd and 4th grade squad that I have been coaching for the past 3 years excited about starting the new year.

Well today I have just been pondering why so many people look past the good person and find the smallest flaw in the person that treats you right but continues to allow the 'BAD" people to hurt you. WHY? Why do we allow that to happen in our lives? Hhhmmm Ponder that for a second....

This is how random my mind is: I take certain lyrics from songs and go with my feelings...here is how one could feel about Heart Break... "Thank God for granting me this moment of clarity" Have I overdosed? Not on pills but on my OWN feelings Possibly...why? Because I thought I was the FAVORITE GIRL , Nah...(reality sets in) But have you ever: Liked someone too much too fast? continously gave yourself to others to get nothing in return? have you ever fell in love with someone to find out they never loved you anyway? Have you ever: been the only one of your friends who has neve been treated well by a MAN ? Well I have...its like moving mountains trying, hoping, praying the next wont do you like the rest Is it a gift or a curse that I am something like a RENEGADE : "Never been afraid to say whats on my mind at even given time of day" How do you stop yourself from falling? Dont Know How does one act like nothing matters? Not Sure Should the one with the biggest heart

Life is what you make it If you don't go after what you want who do you expect someone to go after YOUR dreams Sitting around all day complaining about what you don't have does what for YOU?! NOTHING So why are you doing nothing again?! I enjoy staying busy An idle mind and idle time can get you into trouble Can you feel what I am saying?! If there is something that you TRULY want then go after it, but make sure it is realistic, Like don't try to be a singer if you know you cant sing.... And please don't get mad at the people who try to give you motivation I go after pretty much everything that I want in life some have been good decisions and some have been bad but I learned either way To me life itself is nothing but a big learning process anyway. I learn something everyday and try to spread some knowledge as well... Get with the program and stop wasting your life away... That is all....

(((Disclaimer: Myspace Blog...))) Friday, October 12, 2007 When you fall down get back up again!! Current mood:Blessed What does it mean to gain the material world but have nothing to look foward to in the afterlife? So what if you do not wear name brand clothes, who cares if your car is not the best....why does all this stuff mean so much to us that we dont even care where we go once we die. Can you take it with you? Nope, not one single thing. But what you can take with you is your soul. Is your soul right with God? I know mine is not and I know I have strayed away and I am trying hard to find my way back to the Lord. I had to learn the hard way. My faith has been watered down and that is why things have not been the best for me. I know that my life will not be perfect but I know it could be better if I would just give my life to the Lord. I am struggling to see the light at the end of the tunnel but I know that it is there and I know that I can reach it. I have scared myself with s

(((Disclaimer: Myspace Blog))) Wednesday, June 21, 2006 Just Thinking Part 2 Current mood:Pondering on life Where do I start....I truly think my future husband is in another state cause the guys in meet in missouri are hella young or hella old, my age and have a maturity level of a ten year old, have a girl, or they are really nice and sweet to me and I am in no way shape or form attracted to them...that sucks but oh well....I'll only be here for three more years tops...lol Just had to get that off my chest....ya know and people keep sayin well if u stop lookin then love will find u but the thing is that I'm not lookin. I dont go out lookin for love it just gets lonely sometimes.....ya know? Almost 4 yrs without a constant love kinda sucks....never felt love, never felt the same feelings between two people. I either like them alot and they dont like me alot or vice versa. Oh well, I'll stop boring you guys with the dilemas inside my twisted lil mind...lol Goodnight Peoples!

(((Disclaimer: Thoughts from my Myspace Days lol ))) Wednesday, February 01, 2006 Just Thinking.... Current mood: lonely Well this is a new thing for me I dont usually tell how I feel over the net but what the hey what can I lose?! Normally I just turn to Crystal and say....."I got something on my chest..." (lol) But NE wayz the main thing that is bothering me is that I get lonely sometimes. I mean dont get it twisted I have dudes to call but most of them I would rather to not be bothered with them as bad as that sounds...lol All I do is work and go to school and lil activities on the side like take my self to the movies or put together a scrap book or read a book. It's crazy cause all the dudes say how pretty I am and how I would make someone happy but yet in still I'm goin on 4yrs of being lonely. Maybe its my fault cause I'm picky but I dont think that I should have to settle for just anyone. I want to be in love and married one day and I just dont want to se

Another old note from my Facebook Days lol I have never used this whole "note" thing but I had something on my mind and decided to write. My mom is the reason for this note because the first thing out of her mouth when I date a guy is "well how much money is he spending on you?" But my question is does that really matter? Does God spend money on you but yet still makes you happy right? I mean I agree that both people should be taken care of but what type of relationship do you have if it revolves around money?...Here goes nothing lol: What defines an intimate relationship with someone? Is it the money that you all spend on one another or is it the time you all spend together? Is it defined by how they dress or how they treat you? Is it the money that makes you smile or is it their spirit that makes you smile? Does the car they drive comfort you when you are down and out or is it their arms that hold you to comfort you? Is it having access to their bank account or is

Another old note from Facebook..... A moment of reflection: Nothing big just sitting at work listening to my usual slow music and thinking about a little bit of everything... Sometimes I feel like Superwoman... Two Jobs Four Different Volunteer Projects Two Committees at one of the jobs Starting this whole process of working out Applying for schools all over again Looking for another car Trying to make time for all the important people in my life Reading when I can Partying when I can and Sleeping almost never So the questions is: Why dont I feel burnt out?! I dont know... What I do know is that every chance I get I thank the Lord and send the praises up to him cause with out I would be NOTHING but that is NOT enough....how can I make time for all of the above but not for CHURCH, not for BIBLE STUDY, not for advancing my growth as a CHRISTIAN, and definately not finding a CHURCH HOME.... I look at all goals and accomplishments that I have made for myself with God but yet I feel its not

This is an old note from Facebook For some reason I am really feeling this song by Tamia called Almost and I just had to put these lyrics up...I have never felt as strong as she does in the song but I have felt this way as crazy as it may sound lol...I know I have had that secret crush on someone from afar and being to scared to say something usually in the fear of rejection. It may not even be a secret crush it could have been a person you grew close to but never built up the courage to try it past friendship. The thought of "What If" ever cross ur mind? You can deny it all u want but it has happened to u too lol. I love R&B so I listen for the words not for he beat behind it lolI know its not just the ladies I am so sure men have felt it too Its a great song Tamia-Almost [Verse 1] Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had How could I reminisce when there is no past How could I have memories of being happy with you boy Could someone tell me how can this b

ANOTHER MOTIVATIONAL PIECE Phenomenal Woman Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them,They think I'm telling lies. I say,It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a womanPhenomenally. Phenomenal woman,That's me. I walk into a roomJust as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand orFall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say,It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a womanPhenomenally. Phenomenal woman,That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touchMy inner mystery. When I try to show themThey say they still can't see. I say,It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a womanPhenomenal

MUSIC KEEPS ME SANE I LISTEN TO MUSIC FOR INSPIRATION, MOTIVATION, ENJOYMENT, ETC.... MUSIC IS LIKE POETRY I DON'T LISTEN TO IT FOR THE BEAT, I LISTEN FOR THE LYRICS IF I CAN RELATE TO THE LYRICS OF A SONG ITS GOING ON MY PLAY LIST NO MATTER WHAT GENRE.... A GOOD SONG IS A GOOD SONG I ENJOY POETRY AS WELL BECAUSE IT IS THE WORDS THAT TOUCH ME....

What do you want the most out of life? Me?! Happiness....true happiness I don't need money, I don't need cars, I don't need materialistic things Yes they are nice but when I die none of it comes with me you see I want a big family that is overflowing with true love, love that comes natural Will I get it?! YES...because I will speak into existence ....and you can too.....MOTIVATION people MOTIVATION

Lyrics to one of my favorite songs at this moment.... "Fist Full of Tears" By Maxwell.... Feel just like a weight has lifted how can i repay you? Help me understand currency a fistful of tears i can afford Fight of your life is not the cost time will reveal All along you're the one who's losing 'cause i i go insane crazy sometimes Tryin' to keep you from losing your mind Open your eyes see what's in front of your face Save me my fistful of tears You can make it disappear girl All you got to do is just raise up face up stay up All things will heal we'll feel it lifted and kissed from this curse Don't you let it go don't you let it go 'cause i i go insane crazy sometimes Tryin' to keep you from losing your mind Open your eyes see what's in front of your face Save me my fistful of tears (((This is the section I LOVE the most))) We gon' fight the war we gon' fight our fears The only thing i wanna throw is a fistful of tears We

This pretty much defines me good and bad.... http://www.astrology-insight.com/cancer.htm Cancer Positive Traits Loving and Emotional Shrewd and cautiousSensitive and nurturing Intuitive as well as imaginative Sympathetic and Protective Cancer Negative Traits Indecisive and moody Over-emotional and sensitive Clinging and possessive Cancer Personality Profile Emotional sometimes, Cancer sun sign people tend to be some of the more caring people in our world. They are very loving and value family and friends over fame or fortune. You will always find this loving person with a dear pet of some sort. google_protectAndRun("ads_core.google_render_ad", google_handleError, google_render_ad); Extremely intuitive and imaginative, these people make great artists and designers. You will find them where ever there is a need for creativity and flare. Never underestimate the scope of their imagination either. Freedom loving, courageous and pioneering. Loves adventure, is self assertive and ha

So many people search for love in all the wrong places and then get upset when it is NOT the love that they were in search for. To love someone else you must first love yourself. How can you expect someone to love something that you dont even love. Makes no sense at all. God is LOVE so why not go to him first and learn to love yourself so that you will be able to love others later. This is where I am right now in my journey in this thing called life.

Someone please explain to me why men who are in relationships still go after single women? If you want to be a player then be single but dont hurt multiple women at one time thats not okay at all. I have been on both ends of that spectrum and it doesnt feel good at all for no party involved. I have been hurt so much that I am at a point in my life where I am ready to give up on love. Clearly I keep doing something wrong whether its dating the wrong guys or something that I am doing that pushes them away. I am at the point where I think I will be single forever. Having a degree in Biology I know that we were not made to be alone we were made in pairs and being a Christian I know that man is not made to be alone but the world is so corrupt and so many people get off on hurting others that there will be more single then there will be couples and honestly that is just sad. I use to have this glimmer of hope that one day my Prince Charming would come and heal my heart but instead I keep get