One Last Cry

....This is what I am currently experiencing...

It is time for me to just realize what I didn't want to realize before and move on...

I told yall this before my motto is "Life Happens" and it does so take what you can from it learn and keep pushing...

As much as love as I have for him the feelings may not be mutual and until I can come first then there is NO need for me to be around

Life is funny because the 3 men that I openly gave my heart to played me for a fool.....and when I say I was in love with them that's exactly what it was. However that love was NOT returned and each have apologized about it and we are on speaking terms but here is the deal:

They are all in happy relationships and guess who is still "Single Sally"?! lol Yep! You guessed it....

ME!!!

I'm the lonely old hag who cant get anyone to love me in return....pretty sad and no I am NOT embarrassed to share this with you all because its life and I am living it and learning from it...

BUT

It does hurt like hell and it makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me. Must be. What am I doing that is making people not want to love me? Perhaps I am unlovable....Now that my friends the world may never know.

I am never afraid to let my feelings be known. Rather to get them out then to hold them in and slowly wither and die inside....

That is all about that for now....

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