Catch Me While Im Sleeping

Dreams, we all have them. Some of our dreams are way more vivid and real then we want them to be. I have been dreaming about my ex recently and I wish I would stop. I am sure that it is coming from old buried feelings that I once had but there probably wont be another "us" and IF it is it wont be for a LONG time I'm just saying....

Then there are the dreams that I do want to become reality. The dreams of my success, the dreams of me becoming what I have set out to be...

I am a day dreamer which can be good and bad. Sometimes it takes away from em being able to focus on the more important things in fine so I have catch myself to snap out of it....

So every time I lay my head down to rest I hope that my gets all of its wondering out in my dreams so I can focus while I am awake....

What I am trying to say is that I want my fantasies, my hidden thoughts, my desires to catch my while I'm sleeping. There is too much I need to get done while I am awake...



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