Getting Old

Soooo I turned 25 back in June and since then things have been rapidly changing for me... It feels like I turned 30 seriously lol

All, ok well not all but MAJORITY of my friends are getting married, creating families, and moving on to bigger and better things and I am feeling like I need to step it up a notch or something, like I am lagging behind in this becoming and adult process....

Am I over analyzing the situation? Am I trying to grow up to fast?

I just feel like there are certain points in your life where you feel like you should be at a certain point or should have certain things. I don't know if this is something that I picked up from the media and society but it just feels in grained in me....

*shrugs*

All I can do is take everything day by day....

I am making moves towards bettering my future but I think my problem is that I am too eager to get to the future and not enjoying the "now" as much as I should....

One of my desires in life is to get married and to create a family of my own and I think sometimes I think about that too much instead of focusing on what I need to do now...

I day dream alot sometimes I have to pull my head out the clouds and bring me back level....

*Whoosah*

From now on I am going to try and do better yall and just enjoy life....I mean don't get it twisted I enjoy life but in the back of my mind I am always wondering whats next....

You cant anticipate the future, you have to just let what will be, be.....

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