....A let down? No matter what I do, with certain I always feel like a let down. Like I let them down in some kind of way or another.... I can be too much of a people pleaser at times, and sometimes that does more harm then good I usually end up exhausted or hurt trying to make others happy just to feel like a let down all over again... I need to find a way to shake this feeling, it has me in my feelings sometimes and even second guessing myself even when I know that I am right or when I know that I have done no wrong.... How do I move on from this point? How do I toughen up and stand my ground? How do I adjust my personality to be something that my heart is not use to doing? I am not sure yet BUT what I do know is that I have got to do something because I am over this feeling that I have at times... *Shrugs and creates emotional walls*
Ever feel unpretty? Always finding something wrong with you? "I wish I could tie you up in my shoes make you feel unpretty too, I was told I was beautiful but what does that mean to you?" EVERYONE has flaws it is up to you to accept them, love them, and know that they make you who you are... Media says skinny is sexy but there are skinny girls who want to be thicker, thicker girls who are wanting to loose weight etc...but the key is to be HEALTHY no matter what size you are... You can buy hair, make up, eye lashes, etc to help with appearance BUT at the end of the day you need to be ok with the way God made you because you have to take all that stuff of and when you look in the mirror it should be an image you instead of one that repulses you... Work on you from the inside and it will SHINE on the outside... How can you expect someone to love something you don't even love? "But the highest people up got the lowest self esteem, the prettiest people do the ugliest ...
Sooooooo in this hectic life I like to call my own I have met a guy who could possibly put me in my place and get me to settle down lol He is like a mystery and I think I like it... He doesn't like to answer my questions via text he prefers face to face so he can "show" me as he so eloquently states it lol... We shall see where this goes. I wont put much out there that is just a snippet... I saw my friend Sarah get married on Sept 12th and she looked absolutely gorgeous. I am so happy for her and her husband I am sure they will be together for awhile. They are those people that when you meet them you can see that they were made for each other. Yea....black love at its finest.... This Saturday I have yet another wedding to go to. I have see my homie Clinton get married. I wouldn't miss it for the world. He is a good friend. I also have a baby shower to go to. It is for a friend of mine whom I use to cheer with back at Avila. She is so excited about the bundle of joy an...
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