Life Of No Ordinary Rose...

Have you ever had a guy hit on you? Tell you how beautiful you are? Tell you how he wants to get to know you better? Then precedes to hit on your friend? How does that make you feel? Well it has happened to me more then once and it makes me feel a little low at some point.... Its like, "were you using me to get to them?" Cause if that's the case men just go for the one that you wanted in the first place. Men here is the dumb thing that you do. Don't try to put two friends against each other, don't try to hit on best friends, it makes you look desperate. I'm just saying be a man about it. Its rather disgusting honestly... And guess what? If the friendship is a true one it will last beyond your trifling self lol I just have never understood a man that hits on one girl then next week he is hitting on all her friends. Are you that desperate for attention? Pick ya jaw up off the floor, become a man, learn to accept rejection and start hitting on women who look inte...

Soooo about a month ago I took a very important test that will determine the rest of my life.... Back in July I took the Praxis exam which is an exam that will certify me as a teacher in my content area which is middle school science.... I am getting closer and closer to achieving the goals that I have set for myself... I looked at my results and I passed!!!!! I know right?! Yay for me....I had to dance in my chair and do a fist pump Jersey Shore style in excitement.... Some of it was because I hadn't studied as much as I could have so I know that if I take the exam again I will do even better on the exam... Now I need to finish strong these next two semester and kick butt during student teaching so that I can become a great teacher and provide some positivity in to youth of my community... I just want to show these kids that there is something out there for them....

.....Why do we feel that being a woman is sooooo hard? I feel like being a woman is a blessing, being a woman to me is a GREAT.... As a woman we bring life into this world and sometimes it feels like we carry the weight of the world on our shoulders.... Women can be emotional and sensitive but that is just the way God made us so we should accept it and embrace it.... We as women have an important role on this Earth just like men so don't feel like one is better then the other just understand that we are equals, we are both important to the development of man kind.... Just a quick thought....

Ever feel unpretty? Always finding something wrong with you? "I wish I could tie you up in my shoes make you feel unpretty too, I was told I was beautiful but what does that mean to you?" EVERYONE has flaws it is up to you to accept them, love them, and know that they make you who you are... Media says skinny is sexy but there are skinny girls who want to be thicker, thicker girls who are wanting to loose weight etc...but the key is to be HEALTHY no matter what size you are... You can buy hair, make up, eye lashes, etc to help with appearance BUT at the end of the day you need to be ok with the way God made you because you have to take all that stuff of and when you look in the mirror it should be an image you instead of one that repulses you... Work on you from the inside and it will SHINE on the outside... How can you expect someone to love something you don't even love? "But the highest people up got the lowest self esteem, the prettiest people do the ugliest ...

....Directions to get to good love "you gonna make a left on Touching Blvd, when you see Kissing Street make a right keep straight and that will run you into Good Love..." Looking for love? There is so many rules, games, policies, guidelines, procedures, and directions when it comes to falling in love... I say keep it simple, don't over think it, follow your first mind when making a decision of the heart and that my dear will run you into good love... Falling in love is easy, falling out of love is the hard part... There shouldn't be all these procedures to fall for someone just fall and if you get hurt, get up, shake it off and learn from it.... They say falling in love is easy and that it is the staying in love is what counts the most, so if is worth it fight to stay in love.... I look at love and dating in a rather unconventional way...I choose not follow all the rules but to simply follow my heart whether I get hurt or not I have learned something from the situat...

So I had a guy from my past be a little rude to me here recently and I ALMOST let it get to me until I realized that I was worth more then that.... This is something that everyone should understand.... It doesn't matter what they say to you but what matters is how you react to the situation.... Do not give any energy to it because it will only make it worse then what it needs to be... He tried to break me but didn't prevail and for me that was a victory.... I was able to take the negative that he was throwing my way into a positive This just goes back to treating people the way that you would like to be treated and that is what I try to do. Pretty much next time I see him out I will just pretend he does NOT exist....

Here is my 1st Place Regionals team.....go LSHS Tigers...