Life Of No Ordinary Rose...

....a new beginning starts at the beginning of a new year, so with a new year starting you have a chance to start fresh..... For some reason I feel like I am ending this year like I ended last year, and that is another love lost.... So on Friday while I attend the wedding of a friend of mine at the stroke of midnight I plan to start anew, I have to, I need to, it is not an option.... I know how cliche it is to say that with the new year to start new but it is much easier when you have a memorable starting point... There is so much that I plan to make changes to in 2011 inside and out. What are your plans for the new year?

*singing* ....."I'm talking square biz to ya baby square square biz..." It is sad to say that the "Ivory Queen of Soul" Teena Marie passed away at the age of 54 last night. They say she died in her sleep and the cause has not been confirmed. I am sure that most of you probably know her because of Rick James but she had a phenomenal voice.... It is always sad to see someone pass but instead of sulking just send prayers to their loved ones :) Sit back and enjoy the smooth sounds of Ms Teena Marie's voice =)

I just got finished watching the 2010 film Dear John for the first time and I was pretty much blown away by the story line.... If you have seen The Notebook and enjoyed it then you will love this story just the same. I am know I am late in watching this movie lol so don't judge me... The love story in this movie is one to be desired and the ending was not one that I expected... I have told you guys this before but I am very much so a hopeless romantic and stories like that make me believe in love.... HOWEVER.... That feeling placed into my life does not stick for very long... Ever have someone tell you that if you tend to keep attracting the same type of people into your life then it is something about you that you may need to find and change... Just a quick food for thought...

Soooo I turned 25 back in June and since then things have been rapidly changing for me... It feels like I turned 30 seriously lol All, ok well not all but MAJORITY of my friends are getting married, creating families, and moving on to bigger and better things and I am feeling like I need to step it up a notch or something, like I am lagging behind in this becoming and adult process.... Am I over analyzing the situation? Am I trying to grow up to fast? I just feel like there are certain points in your life where you feel like you should be at a certain point or should have certain things. I don't know if this is something that I picked up from the media and society but it just feels in grained in me.... *shrugs* All I can do is take everything day by day.... I am making moves towards bettering my future but I think my problem is that I am too eager to get to the future and not enjoying the "now" as much as I should.... One of my desires in life is to get married and to cre...

Merry Christmas to you all.... This year has been one that has been VERY eventful but I have learned alot... Now I may not get any gifts for Christmas but none of that matters I am very blessed to have everything that I have in my life from material possessions to my family and friends.... Do not forget to send praises up to God for the birth of Jesus.... Because unless you forgot *singing* Jesus is the reason for the season yea, oh yes he is.... Be good to one another =)

..."Now you can wait your whole life wondering when it's gonna come or where it's been. You may have got your heart broken a few times in the past never last strong as it used to. Don't feel as good as it used to (before) and all the things you used to say, things you used to do, went right out the door. Oh no more, will you be the one that's what you tell everyone around you. But you know they've heard it all before, what more can you say when love won't let you, walk away and you can't help who you love. And you find yourself giving it away when you think you're in love..." -Keyshia Cole ~It is such a strange feeling when you are falling for someone but a good feeling none the less.... ~It is a different feeling when making someone else happy makes you feel good, you know someone other then friends or family ~Something about finding a significant other that makes people do things they have done before :) I hope that I get to that point......

One of my favorite rappers is Mr. Loso himself... I have told yall time and time again I listen to music for substance not for the new trend or a banging beat... A banging beat is just a plus when the rhymes are creative, well put together, and full of metaphors.... If you haven't heard anything from Loso you need too his versus are dope.... Now typically I would provide you with some examples but this time I want you to go listen on your own....